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So, how f@#$ing amazing has my summer been so far??
It's been unbelievable, and it's not even Summer yet!
-School ended on May 4th, and I probably couldn't be happier about that.
-Before that though Ann, Joe and I stayed in Atlantic City and saw Stephen Lynch,
which of course was funny as hell.
-After that, I went to the AP tour with Erin and Kim, and it turned out to be a really good time.
-Theeen Joe and I saw Dance Gavin Dance in the city, which would have been a good time if it hadn't taken place during the only weekend in April that was 90 degrees, and people didn't pull the fire alarm for no reason.
However, the past 5 days have been the most exciting days I can remember !
Because...
Last Friday Joe and I decided to drive up to New York City because Green Day was doing a Meet and Greet in a Best Buy near Times Square.
And since we were doing that I entered a contest to win the ability to jump to the front of the gigantic line and be one of the first people to meet them- and I won!
So, I finally got to meet Green Day- something I've been waiting for for the last 14 years (which would be the majority of my existence.)
And I got to talk to all of them, and Billie Joe hugged me, and then my life ended.
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As if that wasn't enough excitement, last night Joe and I drove up to NY again to see Green Day play at a tiny little night club called Webster Hall :)
This place was SMALL, and there were no opening bands or anything.
And we were right at the barricades for the entire thing
They played new stuff, and then they played old stuff that I would have never gotten the chance to hear them play anywhere else (80, At the Library, Coming Clean)
Needless to say, it was hands-down the best concert of my life,
and probably will always be.
I'm still stunned.
And I still get to see them again in July 
So far, my summer has been incredible.
Let's hope things stay this way.<3
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| Spring time, I think?
Warm weather needs to get here. Now.
Well well well xanga, it's been a long time.
I'm still just as stressed out about school,
and sort of thinking about switching my major which is even more frustrating.
It's so difficult trying to figure out what you want to do for the rest of your life.
I just wish that I wasn't so torn, and so afraid of trying. buh.
But anyway, I don't want to keep posting entries about school and my exceedingly high level of stress.
There is a ton to look forward to (especially the end of the semester )
But, most importantly there is Green Day to look forward to! Yes, most importantly.
And also a lot in the upcoming weeks,
with Stephen Lynch
Atlantic City
Green Day
Dance Gavin Dance?
TBS
Green Day
Summer time
and Green Day
What has been going on since my last post?
Valentine's Day<3
2 years with the love of my life<3<3
Olivia Rae Jones' First Birthday !!
My Birthday  annnnd
New York trip with Joe !!
AND
my lovely new tattoo
and Easter was yesterday.
So, things are a lot better than I'm making them out to be.
I just need this semester to end, so I can start putting my mind back together.
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| I'm freaking out about this semester.
Although it hasn't been as heavy with essays and paper work as last semester, there is still so much to do and I have so little time to accomplish everything
and actually relax at the same time.
I feel as though I've been wound up all year, and the only time that tension eased a little was during winter break.
And to add to the stress, I recently recovered from the most awful stomach virus I can ever remember having and so now I am behind on just about everything.
It is so hard to find the motivation to get back on the horse and keep going. I just want to relax.
I sortof really wish that I'd just taken a year off to myself, or done something at least.
I'm just having a constant struggle with myself to not give up, but also not worry too much about the gigantic weight on my shoulders right now.
And, when I'm stressed I tend to take it out on everyone else around me--and I know I have been.
erdjfhbfdjhv. I just want a break ! 
Uhm, well, anyway . .
it's February ! So on the bright side that means that Valentine's Day is soon,
as well as me and Joe's anniversary on the 24th.
Two years went by unbelievably fast, and despite all of the stress I know that I would completely fall without him.
lovelovelove.
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| So, tell me how one of the smartest people I've ever known in my life failed.
And tell me how some of the shittiest people I've ever met continually succeed.
I was doing that super awesome nostalgic thing that I do when I go back a billion years and read all of my old entries over and holy fuck, that shit makes me feel old as hell.
I loved how cool I thought I was with my 15-year old obnoxiousness and my over-sized plastic earrings (that I still wear, mind you.)
Aside from making me want to cry over how retarded I acted, it really hit me that I've lost so many people within the last 4 years, its sickening.
Maybe it's just the stress from being thrown into the adult world of overwhelming college work and actual work that has me clinging to the past, but I can't stop wishing that I could just go back.
I miss everyone, everything, so much it's insane.
And honestly, it's driving me crazy realizing how much everything has changed so quickly.
I feel like I'm drowning.
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